Monday, October 10, 2016

30-0-30

I wrote this poem for Emica's 30th birthday.  There are so many reference and mystical symbols (as all good poems should be), including the suites of the Tarot deck and references to one of my favorite poets - William Carlos Williams.  There is also a reference to my favorite Waterboy's song as well.  Friends will recognize the reference to 'stars are poured at your feet' -  go Phi Mu!  The poem is like Emica herself: complex, mysterious, joyful and magical.


Thirty, Oh Thirty, yes! Your apprenticeship
is over and you have your journeyman's card.
Grasp the cudgel and fill the cup, celebrate your
mad journey, study the tracks on the ground,
reflect on the sky until you are gobsmacked by it all,
and stars are poured at your feet.

Leave the Sea at last behind you.
(You can return to the water when Summer comes again.) 
Leave it swaying on its stalk and seek out the River. 
Look for the deer's path along the bank -
the deer and wolf's path as well.  Watch the
river follow its destiny, never more or less than
that way between the rock faces ordained .

The sword cuts and the coin buys,
never more than the subject requires. 
Angled in the rocks, the tiny plant survives,
Thrives in spite of every other ray of light and raindrop's course.

Seek out the headland's bluff - purple and in motion
toward the sky.  Your way now is proven
by the marigolds along the way and by
the sense of place you now possess. 
Range far and wide, but always with a compass
in your heart and good shoes on your feet.

Gather up the roses and press them into wine,
make haste down the rabbit hole, wander under the
tree-whispered moonlight, do all these things without
concern for the simple track, the bird or the salamander,
for the cat's breath on your cheek or the rabbit's claw.

You are full formed now: no tail remains, no gills. 
You are in your final state of change and metamorphosis
(as are all things that live). 
Let no ghosts haunt or ambling thoughts resist.

You are thirty now.

For Emica
03/05/2016
 



Wednesday, October 5, 2016

Mantis


The bright green armor of the thorax
Is mottled now and autumnal,
The eyes, like pools of ink,
grow dim.
That quick inquisitive look about
is hardly present,
Your head dips and exhausted body splays.
Only the once strong front legs,
Lined with tibial spines like a gladiator’s,
Still grope tentatively and reach out to the branch.

Gone now are the days when you devoured your mates,
When you hunted the spider with impunity and
All lesser creatures cowered before your majesty.
Head cocked, eyes bright, your raptorial legs cocked in prayer,
Ready to snatch your prey and draw it to your waiting mandibles,
Unrelenting devourer of the still living.

The arc of life is short and painted in a season.
I look in your eyes and see my own demise,
See time take power and purpose from us both.
Gone now into the ground of the lost past,
Sweet dreams of passion at the edge of the field,
Surfeit of pleasures now dusty with memory,
Youth behind and the abyss before.

There is no tenderness in this season for either of us,
Little solace in the children we have borne, or
The food we have consumed or bonds we made.
The arc closes and dusk comes in
When the air clicks with the promise of frost
And the end of Summer days.

September 24, 2016